He raps, “Now I’m lost and I’m weary, so many tears/ I’m suicidal, so don’t stand near me/ My every move is a calculated step, to bring me closer to embrace an early death, now there’s nothin left/ There was no mercy on the streets, I couldn’t rest/ I’m barely standin, bout to go to pieces.”
The song captures 2Pac dealing with pain, hopelessness, and the fragility of his own mortality. Shock G’s slick production and a sampling of Stevie Wonder’s harmonica on “That Girl” served as the perfect sonic backdrop for the introspective “So Many Tears”. “Dear Mama” peaked at number nine on the Billboard Hot 100, going platinum, and earned him a Grammy nomination for Best Rap Solo Performance.
The song details his poverty-stricken childhood, his mother’s drug addiction, and her triumph against insurmountable odds. Penned just before he began serving his prison sentence, “Dear Mama” was released as the lead single, an extremely candid homage to his mother, Afeni Shakur. The singles from Me Against the World reflected the vulnerability and pathos of 2Pac that was often overlooked because of his brazenness. Exasperated by his existential realities, he retreated to the studio to curate his most introspective work up to that time, his landmark album, Me Against the World. Ultimately, he was convicted of first-degree sexual abuse and sentenced to one and a half to four and a half years in prison. A little over a year later, on November 30th, 1994, he was shot five times and robbed at the Quad Recording Studios in New York City. On November 18th, 1993, 2Pac was accused of rape, a charge he vehemently denied. But just as his popularity grew exponentially, he became mired in controversy after controversy. As an actor, he was a movie star on the rise, playing iconic roles in Juice, Poetic Justice, and Above the Rim. Emerging from the Digital Underground camp, 2Pac’s music was filled with prophetic rage, tales of suffering from the inner city, systematic oppression, and a revolutionary ethos reminiscent of his family’s relationship with the Black Panthers.
His previous albums, 2pacalypse Now and Strictly 4 My N.I.G.G.A.Z…, garnered both critical acclaim and commercial success that cemented his place in hip-hop as a force to be reckoned with. By 1995, Tupac Amaru Shakur, aka 2Pac, had ascended into rarefied air as one of the most compelling personalities in pop culture.
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